I get embarrassed when I'm around bigger women and my wife. I don't think my wife knows how I love bigger/taller/stronger girls. When I'm around my 2 coworker women that are very good size I find myself slouching a little on purpose bc I like them to be even taller.

Sometimes I think this fetish is weird, mostly because I've never heard anyone close to me with something similar, plus it's hard to find new content on the net.

I understand you ... what is your height and weight and that of your coworkers?

Sometimes I feel like it is a curse for me. I have always been large which makes it very difficult to find a willing participant.

I have also been overweight most of my life. I am currently 6’1 and about 280 lbs. Even if I slim down, I will still be around 220. Most session girls won’t even be willing.

To make mattters worse, I prefer more petite girls or fitness types which makes it nearly impossible. My first love was Marika from SI many years ago. At that time I was just over 200lbs. I could not find anyone that would consider a session other than a few larger woman that were not that appealing to me at that time.

I wish something else did it for me, which would not mark me as a freak or pervert. If I only just liked tits and ass it would be far better.

The only time I wished I didn’t have it, was when it kept getting in the way of my previous relationship. It started becoming a burden because I didn’t know how to control it. After many attempts to remove it from my life, now I’ve embraced it as a unique part of myself. It’s a pain in the ass to find the right content, but I enjoy searching as much as consuming.

For those that wish to get rid of it, you can, but it really never goes away, you can quiet it down. I did nofap for close to 200 days, and I managed to quiet it down.

It’s nice to be a part of this community because we all share the same unique fetish.

I guess I've just sort of accepted that I have it and in my opinion there are much worse fetishes to have the only difficult thing is finding good content.

well, sometimes I wish I woudn't have it, because its hard to find porn for it (most porn features men and woman, or if you get lesbians they never lift), its even harder to do it in person (people would think you are wierd when watching 2 girls lift in the distance)

at least I got this comunity now, before it was realy hard, if you found some videos, they were staged, they were eather lift and carry challenge but I prefered more natural lifts combined with kissing and having sex, which were rare (you eather find people lifting, people kissing or people having sex, this things just don't cross well :( )

Welcome.

Sometimes, I wished I was asexual. I feel this way because I think of this fetish that I have as a weakness. But then again there are weirder stuff out there so theres no point in kink shaming. I only wish if my kink was into something productive like studying (a bit too idealistic I know but hey).