When I was growing up (As I keep reminding you all I've been turned on by women carried since I was an infant, long before I knew what fetishes were!)
I did wish I didn't have this fetish as it can be frustrating, a big distraction etc. Watching a video over and over again to see a carry scene.... I made peace thanks to finding ffcarries website cos I realised I wasn't alone! So I did make peace! Back then I didn't favour ff as such, just liked seeing women carried and of course is more common to see mf than ff, ff is rather specialised... Easy option would be to choose a common fetish as it can be difficult for us at times, being part of a rarer interest....
Well there is that comic story of mine where I was looking at a Tekken 3 chinese comic, yet I don't like the game series and by chance one issue had an ff cradle, I was hooked on those pages for a long time to the point I was told to leave and yep I did soil my pants in public whilst standing! (I was 14 then, don't think anyone knew that happened at least)
A few years after finding carrying communities online I finally told people I knew about it and nowadays I am quite open about it with strangers (not in person usually of course, only one family member knows and they're a cousin I hardly see)
So I thank the lift and carry communities past present and future for giving me some sort of peace with my fetish! Even so time does fly by when I intend for a quick browse.... Anyhow I haven't regretted developing this fetish for a long time now, it really is beautiful!
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