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I had a really good friend throughout high school and I began to want lifts from her. I didn't know how to approach her about it, so one day I just explained it all to her. She listened and then asked why I was telling her all of it. I thought it was obvious. Of course I was telling her all of it because I was hoping she would carry me. It wasn't so clear to her.

She agreed to give me a piggyback ride farther up the trail on a flat part. (we were hiking at a local park) (I did keep a log of all the things I did with this girl, but also, a ton of things are left out because I am too lazy to write at the end of the day)

Two weeks later, we were hanging out again at a local baranca and I sweat for ten minutes before asking for another piggyback ride. She raises her eye brows and asks how long I've been thinking about it. I say ten minutes or so. I thought she understood just how much I wanted to be lifted, I was still selfish back then, I know that now. She agreed to do it again after some convincing.

The next few times, when I asked, she outright denied me of it. My point is, once I confided it in her, for some reason I felt like she needed to give me rides. I felt like she was obligated. Of course, she wasn't.

I confided in my most recent girlfriend too. She actually brought up a conversation about different peoples fetishes and I told her I have one, but I'll never tell her. She started guessing and kept at it for twenty minutes when I said I would tell her she was right if she guesses correctly. I've done this with other girls and they never got it. It was super exciting when she started getting close, she has this crazy method of covering all possibilities in all topics before moving on, and my heart stopped when she guessed it correctly and it took me ten seconds to tell her she was right, because I really didn't want to tell her.

She was surprised when I told her, because this was after she had already tried to give me a piggyback a few weeks before. She asked if I was aroused when she did that and everything.

After she found out my fetish I kind of expected her to at least try to attempt more piggybacks, but the topic hasn't been mentioned since and it's been months. Only twice has she said something like, "If I could carry you, I would." and I just answered, "Yeah." and then changed the subject.

The truth is that ever since I lost my virginity I have been less interested in getting lifts. I find more enjoyment out of watching lift content on the internet. But I still did at that point seriously expect lifts without having to ask just because I confided in her. Am I alone in this?