The first time I was shown the power of a girl was when I was around 9 or 10. There was a coed game in gym class. I don't remember what the game was, but we met in the middle and she just hip checked me out of the way. The girl was taller and easily outweighed me.
Then years later I found my father's old Penthouse magazines. There were several letters on FF fights and domination. I read those letters over and over again for years. Then I saw a TV story on female bodybuilders. At the end of the story the girl took the male host and picked him up in a cradle and I was hooked.
After college I dated a girl who loved to give me piggyback rides. She wanted to show how strong she was, in spite of my weighing 50 or 60 pounds more than her. I used to be able to put my hands under her arms and lift her above my head, so she needed to impress me.
To watch, I prefer FF, especially with kissing. I wish there were more videos where one girl is really big and strong, and the other girl is small. I don't want domination and pain, I want lifts, carries and maybe some loving. Sort of a MF difference in size with FF. If I could see a girl put her hands under a girl's arms and press her up using only her power, no help from the small girl, I would be in heaven.
Personally I haven't found that really strong girl that could cradle me. Maybe I'll have to save up and get a session with a FBB.
Edit: Oh yeah, when did the light bulb go off, late 20's.