Hello as far as I'm aware aside from maybe one guy here I'm the youngest to have started a desire for lift and carry, at 4years old I knew about it long before I knew what sex was, I would watch carry scenes over and over but as I grew older I did feel helpless with this desire, never could see enough of it, hated media where carries should take place but don't and I never spoke to anyone about my tastes. So I too have felt depressed about this fetish, much like how one would about having feelings for someone... I remember standing in a newspaper and book store for well over an hour looking at a comic with an ff cradle until I was told to leave....
BUT then one day when the internet was fairly new to me at home, summer 1999 I just looked up carry and presto! Women lifting women in arms, by ffcarries, great man! So at least I found out there are a few of us out there and I've never been depressed about our fascination for carries ever again, I've accepted it and as girlfights points out it doesn't make us bad people, provided we don't harm people with it....
It's the cleanest fetish I know of! Nevertheless I tell very few people about it, I only managed to tell my best friend for the first time last year when he was drunk though I've known him since 1989! I've only told one family member too, I may never be ready to talk about it casually to people I know, more so cos it makes no sense and I don't like having to explain myself
