I have questioned my passion and interest to l & c only 5 times in my life. The last time was about a year ago. Can?t really remember what caused it, but it had something to do with my realizition that what it would do to my reputation if people would discover that I?ve got this fetish.
Anyways, I?m not depressed about my fetish. I?ve had it over 20 years and it has grown into me. It kinda defines me. But I?m not thinking about it 24/7.
If I see a good looking girl I usually check her look from tip to toe, and if the girl is - shall we say developed nicely - I might oogle her a bit longer. I?m not thinking "Gee, she could easily scoop me up." whenever I see a hot girl. I used to do that, but that was in the past, when I assumed that almost every girl could lift me.
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