Is this fetish a reaction of the subconscious against social norms?

[civelensky]

I have always loved unusual events. I like absurd situations.Even in humor, my favorite kind is the absurd.That's why I think I have this fetish.I did not adopt social norms.If a woman is strong enough to carry you, she will.Sometimes I wonder if deep in my subconscious there is a strong reaction against traditional masculine roles.